Here's my delimma
I bought lingerie to wear for him, I loved him but it didn't work so now what do I do with the lingerie.
I like my lingerie but for the life of me don't know if I am allowed to wear it for another man. Do you talk about the history of the lingerie with another lover?
Do you wear it for another lover?
I don't want to throw it away, it cost me money (yes am tight!) and I think I look nice in my lingerie.
The lack of experience at my age is laughable but true, the only upside of this is that I am still learning and am experiencing new things daily, even if it is about lingerie and relationships.
Will it sully the relationship I had with him, I dont think so but I dont know how men feel. Do they even think about these things? Would they look at my lingerie and wonder how many men I have worn it for? Would he wonder if I was wearing it for other men. I think women think too much!
All I know is that I have all this lovely lingerie and I dont intend to chuck it away at the bottom of my cupboard to be pulled out only when I have had too much wine and then I will cry because I have had too much wine and lingerie thats sitting in the bottom of my cupboard being useless while I think of the bloody past.