|big sis, me & mum at the 'club'|
Mum and the family kept introducing me to single men, they were practically shoving men in my direction and when my brother in law pushed a very attractive man to dance with me, I felt like I had hit a whole new low.
I know they mean well, I know they love me and want the best for me, I know they want me to find someone special, well so do I. But I need to forget A first, I need to stop thinking about him and the why why whys!
I also have to shift my thinking into recognising that I am 50 (FUCK I AM 50??!) and realise that I have to look at the older men as potentials. I have to stop looking at the younger 40 something's and concentrate on the silver foxes. Perhaps its the fact that I dont believe that I am older and that's why I tend to ignore the older men. Hmm something to think about.......