I hate to break anyones bubble but the working world is exactly like the playgrounds we thought we had graduated from.
The popular people still are the ones in charge and the misfits like me watch in horror as they takeover the boardroom and press their agenda forward.
I am tired of dodging bullets and knives that are constantly being thrown at me, I am tired of knowing that behind the smiles and cheerful banter lie cold hearts and scheming minds.
I have always been a straight up, no nonsense person and I forget that not everyone is cut from the same cloth. I forget that people will step all over you to get their way.
Problem is I care what happens and I care enough to want to make this environment as non toxic as I can and I sometimes get caught up in the whole making a difference thing but the people I fight for, end up joining the other side, leaving me feeling like I have just gone through a revolving door too many times.
So I am feeling sorry for myself right now. Friday morning was such a positive high that the back stabbing on Friday evening left me quite shell shocked......
I am too sensitive I know, and I do know that I forget to take my own advice.... "Its nothing personal, its just a job"
My desire for everyone to like me takes over and I hate that there are people here that dont. So I shall wallow in self pity, mope around and stay away from everyone that doesnt like me......just for a