So Canada
Is it time for me to go seek a new life here or is it just a transit stop.
Am I am ready to find a man and settle down? Find a partner, lover, companion for the next phase of my life. its just the dating part and finding someone that I am tired of.
In Singapore I was 'seeing' A again but not as in a relationship as that is not what he wanted and I went along as I thought why not, I was going to go to Canada for a bit so I thought I would just enjoy his company while I was in Singapore. When I got to Canada I asked him again if he thought he could have a relationship as that was what I wanted... and I give him his due, he is as consistent as ever in that no, he didnt want that.
I do feel sad of course, that I keep picking the men who do not see me as a life partner. Is it too late for me? How does one date in Canada when one doesnt drive...
Do I want to even start dating again? so many bloody questions in my head. I think for now I will just take it easy, relax and see where the next few months go and keep my eyes open for all the men around...
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