So I read all my posts for 2017 and what a miserable read it was.
I seem to be wallowing in self pity with a woe is me attitude.
That is not me, that is someone I dont want to become.
Its been a difficult year but I need to shake myself up and get rid of this doom and gloom feeling.
Yes I am unemployed and will be till I start looking for a job next year.
But I am now working part time just to tide me over till the middle of November, when I leave for my holiday.
That has been my light at the end of the tunnel. I go to Monaco to visit P and we are driving to Italy ( well P is driving me) to spend about 10 days visiting Florence, Sienna, Venice, Verona and any other little Tuscan town we can. Tickets have been bought, hotels booked and I cant wait..
I need this holiday, I need to get away and relax and be free.
Then once I am back in Singapore after my Italian escape I have to deal with bathroom renos and then off to Canada in late January for Son no 1's operation.
My life is what I want it to be, so the possibilities are endless, I just need to take the bull by the horns and do it.. and kick myself for letting the bad year bring me down so much.
Your holiday sounds wonderful. I'm envious, we are very tied up with renovations. i conduct a lot of research and make several mood boards first. We were overwhelmed initially, so I talked the talk and broke down into sub tasks and priorities. that's the teacher in me xxxx
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