I have never been good at choices
I screwed up my whole life by making all the wrong choices, or letting people make the choices for me.....well in a way I made the choice to let them make the choices so in some crazy way, I made the bad choices....if that makes sense?
One would think that as I age I would get better at this.... but nope, I am still making bad choices...
I work in a very volatile industry and market conditions dictate the budgets that companies spend on events...if they don't spend, we don't get work. With so much happening in China, the rest of Asia will feel the impact which translates to a slowing economy. How will this affect me and my choices, I was offered a job recently, to go back to a company I worked for from 2001 to 2010.
so knowing there might be a slow down looming, is it wise to move?
Lets call the company I am in now...Company A
stay where I am and enjoy the 'protection' of a company that is a global player - even though I feel like I am swimming in shark infested waters.....and with a slowing down in the economy is my job safe here?
Lets call the Old place...Company B
go back to the old company that doesnt have the global shield, but still works very much like a local company, hence employee benefits suck..work a 4 day week for less money and where I know the work and still like alot of people there. Again if the economy slowed and work dried up,will they fire me...last in first out....
Company B have been talking to me for about 4 weeks and things moved pretty quickly at first, then when it was time for them to send me a contract, they dragged their feet and it pissed me off.....It takes 5 mins to change a few things on a contract template. If I had not sent a message to them to say thank you but no thanks as no contract, I wonder if I would have got the contract....
I was almost certain that I would leave Company A for B, but their procrastination gave me food for thought. If they still couldn't get their act together, to send me a template contract, did I really want to go back? Am I worrying too much?
what is a woman to do....flip a coin?